Feeling sort of tongue-tied.
Like I have nothing/everything to say.
When that happens,
I try to listen, instead.
So, I ask you a question inspired by @buster on Twitter today,
“What are some things you aren’t conflicted about?”
15 January, 2013 | 9 Comments
Not conflicted
The love I have for my wee family. Other than that … nothing. January is a weird one.
I’m finding this is also a harder question to answer than I’d think.
Hot Yoga! I never thought I would like it, but I was hooked after the first class last month.
It’s a very hard question, because it’s easy to answer with pageant contestant standards — oh you know, love, children, world peace… But if I translate it as “What am I not ambivalent about? Or, more deeply, what am I committed to?” things get interesting. Lots of things feel up for grabs right now, only grabbing them doesn’t feel right. Listening, waiting and intuiting does.
I am very happy I had a third but unplanned baby. My husband got a vasectomy yesterday. I was conflicted about that.
My boys.
I am NOT conflicted about… God’s existence and His goodness. Pretty much everything else is up in the air, especially lately.
I am not conflicted about my decision three months ago to spend a lot of money every month on a boot camp type fitness program. I’ve never felt better. Worth every penny.
I am not conflicted about my decision to move across the country for an opportunity that wasn’t entirely clearly defined when I decided to pursue and eventually take. Very good decision indeed!